I am struggling with sin. I was doing good to quit a bad habit that is also and sin. I made it three days then gave in to temptation. I feel awful. I asked God to forgive me and I know he did but I feel like shit because I keep giving in. I did good the first two days but then I was alone and the devil went constantly today until I gave in. I need a best friend who won't judge me and I can tell someone what I feel and what I am going through. But my family and the friends I have would not understand. I need a nonjudgemental friend who is their for me no matter what. I never had a friend like that. I have two friends who will talk to me about anything.

God just blessed me and my sister. I made it through a trial all thanks to God. All you people out there who don't believe in God, I don't understand how when there are miracles all over the place. I am not going to force my religion on you because that just makes yall mad and hate us more but I am saying I know God and my Savior Jesus and they have changed my life. I have witnessed miracles and heard about them and it is amazing. For the people who don't believe just give him a chance and for the believers, lean on him for everything.

I just watched Teen Wolf Season 1 episode 4 and there was this funny scene. It was great. I would love for a girl to do that. Yall would just know the scene if you watch the episode.

Aunty Acid

Don't you hate it when you are doing something funny, fun, or just cause you won't to then you realize during it or after it that they videoed you. I have been videoed without my knowledge at least 5 times. I think it is 7 but I am not sure but seriously. First, my mother and sister secretly videoed taped dancing while doing the dishes and there is only a couple words to describe it. And my family was trying to tell me what they were but they could not stop laughing to get them out. Then my sister secretly videoed my at school doing something silly. Third, my mom videoed taped me playing just dance but that game is awesome. Fourth, a friend videoed me coping something. I just want to cuss at them more of as really loser but not serious. There are others but I don't know if they told me they were going to video me and I don't remember so I won't mention them. I know everyone has little assholes like this in your family and friends. The only way to survive this is to video yourself doing something worse then put it on youtube yourself and tell them to suck it.

I am thinking about posting something from my diary/journal but I am not sure because it will give clues to who I am. If somebody thinks I should, comment and give me some advice if you want.

I just got my grade up from a F to a D. I know it does not seem like much but it is one step closer to a B. I can actually do it. Just one problem. I have been procrastinating again and I have a rough draft essay due Tuesday april 16th. Yeah I still have awhile except the essay is a book review and I have 275 pages left in my book. I know I have screwed. Yall don't be like me and screw up your lives. I am trying to get out of this endless cycle but I am taking it one step at a time. Yall need to do the same.