I just watched Teen Wolf Season 1 episode 4 and there was this funny scene. It was great. I would love for a girl to do that. Yall would just know the scene if you watch the episode.

Aunty Acid

Don't you hate it when you are doing something funny, fun, or just cause you won't to then you realize during it or after it that they videoed you. I have been videoed without my knowledge at least 5 times. I think it is 7 but I am not sure but seriously. First, my mother and sister secretly videoed taped dancing while doing the dishes and there is only a couple words to describe it. And my family was trying to tell me what they were but they could not stop laughing to get them out. Then my sister secretly videoed my at school doing something silly. Third, my mom videoed taped me playing just dance but that game is awesome. Fourth, a friend videoed me coping something. I just want to cuss at them more of as really loser but not serious. There are others but I don't know if they told me they were going to video me and I don't remember so I won't mention them. I know everyone has little assholes like this in your family and friends. The only way to survive this is to video yourself doing something worse then put it on youtube yourself and tell them to suck it.

I am thinking about posting something from my diary/journal but I am not sure because it will give clues to who I am. If somebody thinks I should, comment and give me some advice if you want.

I just got my grade up from a F to a D. I know it does not seem like much but it is one step closer to a B. I can actually do it. Just one problem. I have been procrastinating again and I have a rough draft essay due Tuesday april 16th. Yeah I still have awhile except the essay is a book review and I have 275 pages left in my book. I know I have screwed. Yall don't be like me and screw up your lives. I am trying to get out of this endless cycle but I am taking it one step at a time. Yall need to do the same.

Don't you just love it when your friends make fun of you for being antisocial or a loner. I know they were just joking and I am not mad at them but it made me realize that I am a loser. I sit in my room, watching tv and sometimes I do homework. I have sat here and posted about me saying I will open up and experience college. I have been a hypocrite because I have done nothing. Please don't be me, put yourself out there. I have been a antisocial loner for years which makes it so much harder to change but the sooner the better. So if your in high school make a change before college. Good Luck

I may not agree with everything my friends, family, or anybody else does but I don't judge. God says all sin is equal so I have no right to judge. It also says to not be a hypocrite and to look at yourself before you look at someone else. I try so hard not to judge and I succeed on it most of the time. But I am a hypocrite sometimes. Things pop in my head and then the next thing I am realizing is that I am being hypocritical and sometimes judgmental. I ask my friends to call me on it because that is the best way to prevent yourself from doing it again but you can't stop being judgmental or hypocritical but you can not do it as much. The best way to survive this is to have your friends call you on it. I would say family too but when they call me on it they are  being hypocritical but it is different with friends. I can't say, "hey, mom your more judgmental than I am." So friends are your best bet. Good Luck and I hope yall can survive something I have been struggling with my whole life and still are struggling with.

Hey, I have not posted in a few days, sorry for anybody who actually reads this. I have been busy avoiding life. I did something social in years which is sad. I am just terrified about meeting new people. What if they don't like me. I am tired of sitting in my room living vicariously through tv. I am going to join a club at my school. God you will have to push me or I will try to weasel my way out of it so just guide me in the right direction so I choose the club that will help me glorify you the must and the one that will help me the most. God just help. Everybody don't make the same mistakes I made in high school. I am going to just be a random picture in a yearbook that someone one day is going to say I think I remember him. Yall need to make people remember you. Don't be the one picture in the yearbook like me. This is how you won't have regrets like me and if you put yourself out there in high school it will be a lot easier to survive college. Good Luck to all of you.