I have started this blog to let out my feelings. I wrote my feelings down in a word document before this but I did not want anyone else to feel like I have so I did this so other people can read it and try not to make the same mistakes I  have. I have thought about putting my word document on the blog but it gets so personal and I name people by name. I would just prefer to stay anonymous so maybe sometime in the future I will post it. I just think being anonymous while expressing my feelings is the best think for now.